10th
Angry and Silent
Why won’t he ask me anything about it? If it were him feeling sick or upset or whatever, I’d be googling the hell out of it trying to figure out things. I feel like he’s just kind of waiting around, following my lead when I want HIM to take the lead. Look stuff up. Ask me about it. Don’t act like it’s some giant elephant in the room. He’s the only person that knows and yet he won’t say anything about it. Are they all like this? Is it just him?
I just hate that.
Will I go back to feeling normal after this? Will I go back to not being annoyed by every tiny little thing. Will this change me or us? I feel like every tiny little thing just makes me angry lately. I feel like some kind of a stereotype of a nutty hormonal woman and yet I have zero power to control it. I can’t imagine that I’m very much fun to be around.
